My mistake to make you cringe

It really pisses me off when people don't mind their own business. Steph and I are going through a pretty difficult time, and it's a subject that we don't really want to share with everyone. Yet some people can't keep their noses out of it. Well, fuck you nosey people. Props to the people we've told who have been understanding.

On a much lighter and not as sad note, I started school, and I have this to say: fuck 8 AM classes, and fuck Arnold (and those before him) for the crappy budget that allows only one section of upper division bio classes, and fuck whoever decided that they needed to be in the morning.

End swearing now.

Pancakes!

See Cabin Fever. You'll understand. It's an interesting movie.

I had to make a revision to my top ten list. I found out that Interpol actually came out last year. So I just moved everything up and added the new Blink album as number 10.

I have two days off. Woo-hoo!! I think I'm going to go to Amoeba tomorrow. Rockin'.

That's about all I have right now. Bye

Stop on your right foot, don't forget it

In the middle of a long Bust-a-mov session with my fiancee. Now she's looking for pictures of her ex to show our roomate cause I just called him a pretty boy nerd. It's true.

One more day of work and then I finally get a couple of days off. I'm going to see if I can sell my mom's old rings to get some money, to help pay for Steph's ring. It's an awesome ring and it looks great on her. It's so sparkely and cool..

I saw Most Extreme Challange at my sister in law's house for the first time..it was...interesting. Well, Steph's back, so time for more video games. Oh, btw, I'm winning. :)

There's nothing here but old porno and Ayn Rand books

This going to be short since steph is sleeping on me and i only have one hand free. so steph and i are engaged. yup. i know. it's hard to believe. 6 months ago, i thought she'd never datte me, let alone agree to marry me (no, there were no drugs or alcohol involved, as surprising as that may sound). we're not going to get married for at least another year, but i'm so looking foward to it. anyway, time to try to slip away so i can pee and wake matt up from his pabst induced sleep. later

What's pink and square at the same time?

I really don't have much to say...I'm drunk. We had a small house party tonight. Matt, Chris, Michelle, Kevin and Eric came over. Michelle and Kevin went home at like 8:30 so they could go to sleep. Losers. Anyway, the girls cooked dinner and it fucking rocked. Gnochi rules. Then we had a rawkus round of Mario Kart with much yelling and swearing. Nothing better. Later.

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare

We just got back from a weekend in Monterey (well, we didn't just get back; we got back last night, but we went to dinner with Matt and then crashed pretty early, so for all intensive purposes, we got back today. I don't have to explain myself to you!). It was so much fun. I had never been there before, so it was really cool to go someplace I'd never seen. The aquarium was awesome....I tried not to be too much of a sicence nerd so that I wouldn't embarase Steph. It was cool cause she was asking me all these science questions, and for the most part, I had answers. It made me feel smart. We spent the rest of the time waling around the beach and checking out all the tourist shops...it's amazing what kind of crap people will buy when they're on vacation. All in all, it was a very good trip. Steph and I decided that we're going to live by the ocean (although we're not sure yet how we'll be able to afford it). Oh well. It's nice to be home.

Everyone's talking about rock and roll but I just want to stay at home

Regarding seeing my ex-girlfriend at Target:

Me: She lives in Utah.
Jeff: What do they do in Utah? Climb mountains?
Me: I think they go to church.
Jeff: Same thing really.

Christmas was good. I got lots of cool stuff. My favorite thing so far is the digital camera. I've been taking lots of pictures of things...well, lots of pictures of steph actually, but other things too. I'm totally stoked because we're going to monterey this weekend, and I've never been there before. It's going to be sweet. Time to find a bigger memory chip for my camera so I can take lots of cool pictures. Yay!

Love what you are, not what you would like to be

Well, here it is. My top ten list. I'll forwarn you; it'll probably change in the next couple of days. But as of right now, this is it. You may not agree with me. That's fine. Make your own top ten list. Then crumple it up and throw it away, cause you'll be wrong :} I'm joking of course....I'm not that big of a snob. With out much further ado, here it is. My Top Ten Albums of 2003.

1. Alkaline Trio - "Good Mourning"
2. Death Cab for Cutie - "Transatalnticism"
3. The Kills - "Keep on Your Mean Side"
4. Lawrence Arms - "The Greatest Story Ever Told"
5. Interpol - "Turn on the Bright Lights"
6. Thursday - "War All the Time"
7. Cat Power - "You are Free"
8. Weakerthans - "Reconstruction Site"
9. Brand New - "Deja Entandu"
10. Thrice - "The Artist in the Ambulance"

Tried to bleed the sickness, but we drianed our hearts instead...we are the dead

Time to get down *does drunken irish jig*. Finals are almost over. Oh yeah. Uh huh. Yeah. You know you like it...

Anyway, by this time tomorrow, I'll become a lazy bastard (I know most of you are thinking "become? you already are." To those of you thinking that, I have one thing to say...You have a good point), and do nothing but play video games and watch movies. That is until Steph tells me to get off my lazy ass and go to work. Speaking off work, I hate people during the holidays. Everyone is always in such a hurry and grumpy and wants everything done for them right now. Not gonna happen. Sorry. I'd rather talk about my top ten albums of the year with my co-workers than to help you find Bad Boys 2. Here's a hint: It's not going to be in the 'w' section. Speaking of my top ten..well, here are the contenders:

Alklaine Trio -"Good Mourning"
The Kills - "Keep on Your Mean Side"
Interpol - "Turn on the Bright Lights"
Thrice - "The Artist in the Ambulance"
Thursday - "War All the Time"
Lawrence Arms - "The Greatest Story Ever Told"
Cat Power - "You Are Free"
Blink 182 - S/T
A Perfect Circle - "13th Step"
Death Cab for Cutie - "Transatlanticism"
Postal Service - "Give Up"
Weakerthans - "Reconstruction Site"
Brand New - "Deja Entandu"
New Amsterdams - "Worse for the Wear"

Yeah..I know...I need to narrow it down. Steph is shaking her head at me right now. With good reason. I've been talking about this a lot. Anyway, I should go and not do other stuff. Okay. Peace

This is My Body, This is the Blood I Found

War was declared last night. Steph and I were attacked by two people (I'm looking right at you, Alissa and Eric). The attack was vicious and calculated. The first sock was thrown and around 9 PM Pacific Time, and many more volleys of deadly sock rockets (not to be confused with snot rockets) followed. The whole battle lasted a good 20 minutes, and it was clear that we were victorious. Evil was defeated......okay, so that was a long winded way of saying that Steph and I had a sock war with Alissa and Eric. Needless to say, it was the mosty exercise I've gotten in months, possibly years. Then we played the new Marion Kart, drinking a whole bottle of tequilla in the process. At some point I ended up falling off our bed and hitting my knee, making it bleed. I started whining, but Steph told me to stop being a baby and go to sleep. So I did. Oh yeah, I took a test and found out that I am Josef Stalin. Go figure.

Eat me

I came to post. My stuffy nose had other plans. So everyone can just kiss my ass if they feel dissapointed. All one of you. Eat me.

Sickness makes me angry. I'm sorry. More later.

Mix the chemicals right, dear. Mix the chemicals right

I've been very ambitious tonight. I finished my evolution and biometry labs already, and I was assigned both of them today. I rule. Of course, this has nothing to do with the fact that Steph's been sleeping on the couch since I got home because she's sick. It has nothing to do with that...but everything to do with my outstanding work ethic....right. Now I'm watching Monty Python's Flying Circus, trying to think of something else to do. I do have more homework, but screw that shit. I'm not that ambitious. Thank god for video games :)

Ah.....

DSL is finally at my house....wireless DSL nonetheless (none the less?). Not only will I be happy, but Steph will be much happier because she won't have to listen to me complain about how much dial up sucks. It's a win-win situation. Not much else has been going on lately....same old crap. We're going to see Less Than Jake and Fall Out Boy Friday, then Good Charlotte and Goldfinger next saturday, and then Alkaline Trio the saturday after that. Fuckin' A. Oh, and Blink in December. That's a lot of concerts. Anyway, time to go check the new Homestar, because Matt told me they mention Teddy Grahams, and those rock. Bye.

The Punchline is the Way That You've Been Fucking Yourself

My room has reached near completion. I have a book case now, so my DVDs are out of boxes and my books are easily accessible. Steph's pretty much got all her stuff moved in too. It's actually starting to look like our room. It's really cool. It's awesome living with her; I love every second of it. Except when she tries to grab my nipples. That kind of sucks. Oh yeah, I kind iof hurt my back today carrying the book case up my stairs. I thought I threw it out at first, but it seems that it just decided that what I was doing was stupid and just tightened up on me. Hey, I didn't have to go to class today, so I didn't really mind.

So it's been awhile since I've posted. Let's see....what's happened lately. I bonded with Steph's dad by drinking Maker's Mark and playing pool with him. I got pretty drunk, but it went well. He never shared his good whisky with Steph's last boyfriend, so that's a good sign. I'm kind of hoping that Jeff does leave work. We had a little confrontation last week, and he's just been really negative lately. It's not fun to be around him, and I don't really see him changing how he feels anytime soon. It sucks cause I really like Jeff and I have a great time when I work with him, but I've been trying to decrease the negative influences in my life. So yeah. Steph just got back from brushing her teeth, so it's time to start homework. And then bed. Cause I'm tired. Bye.

I choose my friends by the beating of their heart, not the swelling of their heads

I swear that the dumbest, angriest people come out of their holes on Saturdays. I know. I work in retail. And I end up hating every customer by the end of every Saturday. Thankfully, I don't close on Saturday's that often, and it seems like the assholes don't come out until later in the day. But at least I'm home now. I'm anxiously waiting for my DSL to be turned on. None of this dial-up bull shit. I saw Saves the Day and Taking Back Sunday last night. TBS was awesome, and STD was good, but a little boring. Going to punk shows always makes me feel/think two things: I always feel so fucking old, and I'm always reminded of how many people think that being punk means that they have to be annoying little fucks. Okay. I'm done ranting now. Time for coffee.

I Can Hardly Wait Until I get the Sun and Your Lips Both Pressing on my Skin

I'm in ecology right now, not paying attention, because we're doing the same stuff that we do in biometry. Thank god for wireless. So I'm in a relationship now. Wow. I just told the professor how to do something. Give me money. I know what I'm doing. Anyway, things are going well. I feel grown up and stuff. I have a relationship, my own place, and debt. I'm all growns up. Mikey's the winner. Bye. Michelle says hi. She's just as bored as I am right now.

Keep On Your Mean Side

I'm officially an Apple user. Yay me.

Went and saw the Kills tonight. Awesome. The lead singer girl reminded me of Helena Bonham Carter from "Fight Club;" she paced around the stage like a caged animal and I expected her to explode and start screaming her head off at any moment. Long live rock n roll. On a related topic, I've been going to a hell of a lot of shows lately. Send me money.

Last couple of days have been good. I've been feeling a lot better lately. I do feel kind of dumpy right now, but that's probably because it's 3:30 in the morning and I'm still awake.

Time to do more things on my laptop that I could already do with other things in my house. I just choose to do them with my laptop cause it makes me look cool.

I've Seen More Spine in Jellyfish, I've Seen More Guts in 11 Year Old Kids

Okay. Don't laugh. I was looking at the moon tonight and it looked totally awesome. Clouds were moving from out in front of it, slowly revealing more of the moon to the night scape. It made me think about how I've always thought it would be so amazing to be able to go to the moon and look at the earth from that vantage point. I'm 22 and I sound like a 5 year old boy who dreams of being an astronaut. I don't know. I know that it's something that I'll probably never be able to do, but if I was given the chance to do anything, that would be at the top of my list. And I swear to god that I wasn't drunk while I was thinking this. Honest. Okay. You can laugh now.

Ugh...

I ate way too much Chinese food and now I don't feel good. But it was so yummy.